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after a week of dieting and moving more i stepped on the scale this morning and realized that i haven't lost any weight.  oh well.  that's ok.  it feels really strict and diety right now because i've made some really big changes in my daily eating but really it's how we're supposed to eat.  it's how i'm supposed to eat for the rest of my life.  i really mean that.  this week i ate a pretty good variety of foods, kept my portions small and even enjoyed a few lemon bars and beers.  sounds like a good way to do it to me.  so i didn't lose any weight this week; i'm not looking at it as a failure because what's most important is that my mind is in the right place.  

pre and i went to target with jeanie for some sensitive skin stuff for pre.  he's got really dry skin so i'm trying a few things: double rinse cycle with now fabric softener, aquaphor ointment all over his dry skin, oatmeal baths, california baby super sensitive shampoo.  if none of this works then i'm going to have to do an elimination diet because it probably means he's reacting to something i'm eating.

baby boy cried inconsolably all the way home from target.  i was starving by the way, totally feeling bitchy and emotional due to the lack of fuel in my body.  things got better once we were home.  pre stopped crying when i got him out of his car seat and i got some dinner at nabeeya.

i hope tomorrow is a good day.